LOVE DOESNT EXIST.

Love is a definite feeling felt by everyone, there was a time it was real and true, where there was nothing like heartbreak or pains in love, but now, the love holds no value anymore, not to anyone, it is difficult to tell who is truly in love and who is faking it.

Truth is, i dont know what it is anymore. Love isnt something i feel anymore. The feeling isnt there anymore, right now, i only keep because i dont wanna be lonely and also out of gratitude and appreciation for things done in the past.

Not about sex, right? I dont wanna hurt anyone, u give me ur heart, ill try to keep it safe, ill try not to hurt u, ill do my best even though i knw i dont feel d same, even wen i knw i cnt give u my heart, not jst u, anyone, i jst dnt get dat feeling anymore, right now, its all about lust. If u find me staring at u, bear nothing emotional in mind, cuz it'll all end at sex, nothing more.

Love doesnt exist, i wanna try and believe that, try the scientific definition of love. Cinderella and Barbie tells u true love exist, right? They tell u its d most powerful tin on earth? Like fucking seriously? Most powerful? Try a nuclear atomic bomb.

I believe dat, i told u i love u becus, ure alwys on my mind, sleeping with me actually, d only tin dat wud haunt u about a female is d imagination of wot it feels like to sleep wit her, which basically denies d fact that LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT exists. Uve been togeda for a while? Well, u jst rilli miss her, d times u spent togeda, d fact ure used to her presence, voice, apppearance and perfume, nothing more, that isnt love, thats just ur body trying to notify of the changes in ur environment that you practically may not notice if ur body choose to ignore those changes. Naturally, ull jst say, she isnt coming no more, so m gonna do this and this to make up for her absence. But wen u sit down idly and play around wit ur head, telling urself u need her, and ure like, 'i tink i love her, i cnt see her anymore and m rilli missing her already', wot do u do wen ask.com is down, guess, u switch to google.com, right? So whats d big deal? U'l simply miss d old way ask.com does its searches but with time, u might even consider google.com beta, dats how it works wit em females as well, she's gone, well, fuck it, wots d big deal, u either move on and get used to someone else overtime, someone who might b beta. Dats y people say, let her go and ull find someone beta, like google.com beta dan ask.com, like whatsapp beta dan 2go.

This is life, u fight ur emotions, its amongst d temptations given to us, jst like d temptation of immorality and the likes. Its jst normal or natural, trust me, but tryin to add a theory to it is wen ill say ure dumb. Askin urself questions? Y do i miss her so much? Dats becus she was once attached in a particular area of ur life damnit, but d typical human wud say its becus i hav feelings for her, its becus i love her.

Do me jst this favour, Define LOVE, den tel me y dad dumped mum� after years of MARRIAGE.